Only One

You know, sometimes, when you just want something very hard and try everything to get it and just crash. Happy once and... well, sad and miserable twice. The freaky ending of the freaky pursuit of happiness. You think that it will happen, that everything is possible. But... You think that somebody will be there for you, just before you'll fall. You think that you'll be strong enough to hold it. And then... Nothing. You fall and fall and fall, and crash. There's no exit, close into a little box called THE END. You're broken-hearted. In pieces.

Still nobody around you, to help you when it's time. Nobody understands you. Your whole world crashs around you. Alone with your tears, there's no place for tomorrow. You haven't been enough strong to keep holding on to this little sunshine on the horizon. Like a dream. Now, everything is dark, every colour turns to grey. You want to scream, scream, scream so loud, to bite every single freaky things that disturb you. Pain. As the song : "Without love, pain". You're in such a pain that you don't even believe in life, in love, in friends, in happiness, in anything in this world. But, one day, you see him. He doesn't have to do anything. He doesn't even have to say anything. If he just sits there, and smiles, he should know that for this moment, he lits up your world.

He's looking at you. It doesn't matter how long you've known him. If he's kept you smiling since day one, don't lose him. Someone who looks if you still alive, if you feel alright. The only one that hug you when it's time, say the right words when you need it, try to make you happy every second on every single day... He's the one that catch your poor heart, he's your angel that guide you to HEAVEN. You got butterflies in your stomach when you see him, even think of him. You're being red when someone says that you fit together. You know that's the one that you love.

Maybe it's just a friend, maybe not. But the thing about him is he's fun. He makes you laugh and make you feel more alive. Okay, he makes you a little crazy sometimes, but there are these moments in your mind, crystal clear images of him and you and how you fit together, and it all just makes such perfect sense, and you know what you want. You want time with him. It's so hard to be strong when you love the one thing that makes you weak. But he's the only one who thinks that you're perfect everytime. You feel safe with him when he hugs you and, your head on his chest, listen to the beat of one and big heart. Nothing can go wrong now. You like him, you love him, you adore him, you're completly in love with him.

And then I know, at this very moment, that you've turned my world upside down.

- Awxx.